2001-05-29

2:29 a.m.

diary of a drunk

I use the title "diary of a drunk" to grab your attention. although true, i'm sure it didn't work. Either way, i thought i'd update you on my life and my current "situations"...

1) still hung up on the boy who has moved on to someone else

2) still hanging out w/ the same 2 boys all the time (see number 1 and read about the other guy in previous entries)

3) still feeling lonely and desolate.

4) my new job rocks. i work with my parents so i see them more often, feel their love more often,... and get put in check more often

5) wondering how i've gotten back together with my best friend after all the times i've disappeared from her life. Cheri, i love you.

6) thats about it... i just thought i should have a number 6 to even things out.

i'd love to hear from anyone who normally reads and thought i'd disappeared. i'm back and trying to make more of an attempt. for those of you who still care to read, please sign the guestbook and let me know. recording my thoughts just doesn't seem to be important anymore... i want to feel dirty and voyeuristic. please help.

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