2001-04-23

12:58 a.m.

sometimes its so damn rough..

i am so damn tired these days... my social life has gone into overload, i think.

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i've decided to distant myself from 'that certain boy'. I'm not talking about physical distance. I'm talking emotional. I've been doing some thinking and its just not healthy. thinking, that is... i put so much damn thought into my feelings for a boy that i know i can't have.

when someone invades your thoughts so much that you can hardly breathe, you know you have a problem. i'm sufficating and its about time i come up for air...

so to you, sir, i say this: i know you're far away but you're so close in my heart.. and this string tied around my finger will always be my reminder of you. (and what we never had)

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