2001-04-09

11:24 a.m.

the new beat

I'm running on three hours of sleep right now. I had an eventful weekend, with yet another group of friends stopping in town. I had an amazing time and the weekend just got better from there...

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so here is where i get horribly cheesy and talk about my afternight. As usual, we went to the bar where all the kids go every sunday night. and as usual, i had a few drinks, saw some old friends, made some new ones. When I got home, I got on the computer for what was only to be a few minutes of sending some emails. Three hours later, I was emotionally drained and ready for bed. In those three hours, I had an amazing conversation with an old friend. We spoke of changes in our lives since we last saw each other, relationships, and our short-lived past. I don't regret any decisions we ever made but every day, I kick myself for not seizing an opportunity. I let it slip through my fingers and right before my eyes, it went through the cracks in the floorboard. I always said I wouldn't change a thing but now i'd give anything to do right this time. We could have been famous together. absolutely famous.

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"we dance to all the wrong songs... we enjoy all the wrong moves."

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