2001-03-05

11:51 pm

sweet talking and babble

I think this is the first time I've had two updates in one day but since I finally have a phone and now I have complete computer access, I figure I should do it while I have the time. I'm trying my hardest to keep up with my life here because with all the changes I'm going through, I'd like to know that I have every part of it documented completely.

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I tried the other day to talk to my mom about my money situations and she wouldn't listen to a single word I had to say. Exciting, isn't it? I suddenly felt like that seventeen year old girl who was struggling for my independence from my parents, and ending the conversation with "now can I have $10 to go out with my friends? Thanks".

Thats basically the love/ hate relationship my parents have. I guess thats the typical lifestyle of an early twenties female with a fairly conservative background. I'm no different than most suburban girls, except my family wasn't always around. Actually, thats not true. I wasn't around. I was taken out of my house at a young age and ever since then, I've struggled to get that relationship back. So far, I think its working but every dollar I have to beg for is like taking two steps back in that department.

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I guess I'm just babbling tonight to keep myself sane and awake. Right now, I think I'm going to an all-night diner with our houseguests to drink some cheap coffee, smoke a few too many cigarettes, and be served by a woman named Mable who forgot to take all the curlers out of her hair.

sleep well, kiddies.

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