2001-02-09

2:23 am

the future of love

Sitting at my computer, drinking away the rest of my night, wondering why I ended up home so early, I can't help but feel drained....

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I just spent the last two hours on the computer, talking to a guy I barely know, "sharing a drink" from across the country. We spoke about love and if we've ever been in love. I know I have and I know that I am still, at this very moment, and rather than let our part of a conversation throw the wheels in motion and cause me to think too much, i'll say this: Love is a funny thing. It never fully disappears... and someday, I hope it throws me for a loop.

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On that note, Valentine's Day is approaching quickly and I'm still without a true Valentine. I think I may have a date (thank you, sir, for accepting my invitation) which will make the day feel special. I have a hatred for a holiday that is nothing but commercialized love but I still feel like a loser if I spend it alone. Ironic, as it is... popular culture has messed with my emotions again.

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I'm about to embark on an exciting weekend so if my updates come few and far between, I apologize. I'd like to say thank you to everyone who emailed or signed the guestbook wishing me a speedy recovery. I'm feeling much better and my voice has returned in full. I've even stopped waking myself up in the middle of the night when I go into a coughing fit (in my sleep, no less). Your well-wishes were heard loud and clear...

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on that note, its time to get some sleep...

"Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle" ~Plato

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